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Free Will
Definition of Free:
Definition of Will:
Your will, true free will and our Creator's Will
If you have your own will, it comes by way of your ego. You can
now draw the conclusion that if this is true you should never
have your own will and therefore never will anything to happen
for you. Free will describes the will which should flow freely
between all human entities. It is free because one is not using
one's ego to force a situation to happen. Creator's Will is the
will we must all follow. This can be accomplished by standing
back in moments of difficulty and allowing Creator to take over.
This does not mean that you always give up on your Creator's
senses such as common sense. We must always use these senses
for all decisions but when there is no conclusion for you finalize
a decide on something you let Creator's Will accomplish the absolute
result. Trauma Conditioning
Definition of Trauma:
Definition of Conditioning:
Traumas come from dysfunctional people who become emotional and
react as the thing to do in their lives. When you are a threat
to their lifestyle they feel that they must change you. Obviously
Jesus was removed for the same reason because he threatened their
existence. They are always involved in their guilty consciences
and anger, which of course leads to a frustration which then
needs to be directed at something easy to attack, innocence which
reflects their evil. This most easy thing to attack is of course
the innocent infant and child. This most likely had been you
when you were young. You were traumatized by those who took care
of you as an infant and child. The trauma is the sudden feeling
you might get when you are not prepared for it. The conditioning
is the result of the trauma because you adapt to a relationship
you must need. A constant bombardment of feelings which could
even be painful when you were young leaves as imprint in you
which could be for life. As the painful experiences continue
and accumulate in your entity like layers being added to an onion
you become further isolated from your conscience and further
away from Creator and the absolute truth about life and you yourself
as a human being. You are actually now have become more like
an animal and a sensuous being living from the feelings you receive.
........If the conditioning and
of course the trauma is very severe we might describe this as
a form of molestation. The painful experience can be verbal or
physical or both and this leaves a mark on your mind and soul
until you hopefully realize this some time in your later years.
Even while reading this may not be a realization. It takes an
inner deep realization and recognition of what had occurred.
It then takes a big move to sit quietly and feel the pain of
all those years of accepting everything which had been done to
you, all the wrongfulness and pain you took in. You cannot blame
but realize that you are responsible for your present state of
mind. Blaming is an excuse and cop out to avoid your painful
period of awakening and salvation to Creator. There is no other
way out. Looking for escapes such as the many worldly addictions
which are available to you is digging a deeper hole. You never
questioned the ability of your parents to be good parents. It
had always been accepted thing to you as they made you believe
that they loved you however not knowing even what love truly
is and how to truly love you or anyone. This is basically true
for most human entities on this earth.
........This kind of information
is most likely not available to you, because it is too painful
for most to discover this about life and who one really is. You
have always believed that you have loved those who you were with
as an infant and young child. You would always never think that
they could possibly be harming you. You might now question your
identity as a human being and wonder how you turned out to be.
You began as an innocent boy or girl. That had been your original
identity from Creator. Your genes had not decided to make you
anything but a boy or girl physically or mentally. If you had
two homosexual parents, even brought into this world by two men
or two women, you would still be a boy or girl physically and
mentally. What will change you is the environment and the trauma
conditioning which you will receive by those around you who think
that the love they believe in is love. Of course they most likely
are mistaken...