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on your innocence and change your identity to theirs.
Remember that homosexuals have taken on the opposite identity
of their physical body from their own trauma conditioning just
as you have been. How overwhelming this may have been will result
in how your identity is changes. It is possible to have two identities
such as a homosexual can also be heterosexual. A man can be living
and married to a women and live in a natural and normal way according
to Creator, however he can also contain the other female identity
because his mother had overwhelmed him with feelings and emotions
leaving him confused and not knowing whether he is a man or a
women. Actually when sex becomes an issue, where feelings are
the way to go, the two partners have become male and female,
no longer man and woman. Now they live through their feelings
and emotions. They both live from their altered state of consciousness.
When the male partner is inundated with painful experiences with
his wife, female partner, he blames her and becomes further traumatized
which will lead him to seek another partner or even to the extreme
discover that he might be homosexual. He will becomes excited
over anything female and even female clothing, and may even feel
that he wishes to change his sex. These are extreme examples
but all come from the painful experiences as a child. It is basically
looking for a love which you have believed to be a feeling and
never received the true love per Creator. Actually true love
is a loving state, a giving state and not a receiving state.
How many people understanding this? You see, Creator provides
the love in a way which is never taking from others. He originally
placed this miracle in your to be loving to others, however as
a child you had only known this intuitively as a given sense
only to have this sense suppressed more and more each moment
you were attacked emotionally. Each incorrect impulse which you
received and which you had taken in a resentful way, even unknowingly
and with ignorance of course as a young child, you added to your
change spiritually. The innocence in you had been attacked while
the one who took care of you was unable to tolerate your innocence
because it reflected the evil in them. The innocent person is
a threat to those who harbor ill feelings and anger.
Those ill feelings and anger should have been directed at the
ones who started the dysfunctional cycle, even to go back hundreds
of years, however it had never been done correctly and had been
carried forward from one generation to the next. Not until one
becomes enlightened to this truth does this cycle ever end. These
same ill feelings and anger are now directed at the wrong people.
They could even be at employees and friends, however it is the
close relationships which receive the worst of it. When it becomes
to painful to be truthful, self-denial sets in and the resulting
behavior is phoniness and hypocrisy.
Most human entities move on in life in self-denial because it
is too painful to change. They seek comfort zones and friends
who do not reflect their personal inadequacies. Actually in a
comfort zone they are all similar and have the same inadequacies
otherwise it would not be called "comfort" (comfortable).
As the years go on, and as human entities pass the 35 to 40 year
stages, they pass the points of no return to innocence. As the
years keep going on into 45 and 50 years of age it becomes so
much more difficult to reverse one's spiritual decline. The degradation
of one another grows and grows. Marriages and relationships continue
the phoniness and the anger grows. This even leads to hating
each other when they still believe that there is love. What is
in store for these people is a painful surprise in either a disease,
an illness or even a heart attack. One partner may die or leave
the other. The sick need for each other, because of the heavy
burden of guilt feelings and not forgetting the feelings of insecurity
which remains in those who are sensuous and needy, keeps older
people together especially after 50 years of age. If they have
not dropped dead yet or even an accident had got to them, so
much misery is in store. If this is not visible, it usually is
a life of needy love. The way to see it is in the lines of their
face while they endure the true unhappiness not realized in an
unconscious way. Alzheimer's disease is waiting for many victims.
Trauma conditioning takes place on a victim, the innocent child
is the victim. When you reach adulthood you can no longer consider
yourself a victim. When you finally leave those who victimized
you, you become totally responsible for your behavior with no
one to blame. Those who cannot do this become the killers of
the future if the trauma conditioning had been severe. The experts
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