........When
you do not undersand what and where evil exists, then you can
never change yourself for the better and continue to be controlled
by evil. Most of the world is having its strings pulled by a
power greater than it knows. It being the rational mind and any
direction at all existing from Creation through the conscience
and a higher consciousness. Evil lives and survives in all human
entities. It usually stays there until the entity dies when at
that moment it has accomplished its goal. You see evil lives
for your final demise and plays a game of subtlety and is quite
clever. It is pretty smart because it delves into man's ego and
intelligence to a point that the very intelligent man is totally
controlled by that which is evil in him. The more education and
learned intelligence (not common sense) the greater evil loves
its base.
........The
word "evil" is today being expressed more and more
as many conscious people are beginning to realize that it does
exist. But they have yet to learn its ability to find a home
in every entity and how in functions and grows, and what it takes
to keep it alive and what it takes to destroy it.
........Evil
can easily be destroyed but this destruction is dependant upon
whether the human entity truly wishes to give up the ego, which
is playing its own game of God. The latter is difficult for most
people because there has grown a significant need for feeling
life through the ego rather than having a presence with Creation.
Higher consciousness leads to a state of calmness and even bliss.
The child from infancy learns to develop an ego unless the parental
environment understands this phenomenon to constantly work on
preventing the ego from growing. Pride itself is ego. Selfsteem
is in itself another source of ego and is one area which psychiatrists
error. Masses of people live off of pride and selfesteem is sonething
that is imprinted into people in general to maintain a basic
desire to do well in life. It seems that if there is no selfesteem
there is no desire to function properly in this world. This is
a myth.
........Anything
in life which provides a feeling of some kind is not what Creator
had for you. This is not the pain received from say a burn or
physical contact, this is the feeling derived from sexual experiences
to later turn into anger, resentment, fear and say jealousy.
Some people have very mixed feelings and do not understand them.
Confusion is one of the goals for evil. Mentally disturbed people
are full of evil.
........Evil
begins its journey when the infant-child begins to lose its innocence.
Temptations are thrown at the infant-child and the decision made
by the infant-child determines its destination in regard to an
evil relationship. This identity which enters the infant-child
at this time of being corrupted by the environment is called
by this author, the alien identity.
Identity transference is something that occurs from the beginning
of the infant-child's growth. If the child is a boy, there is
an identity transference from the corrupting mother into the
boy-child and, if the child is a girl the opposite occurs. This
occurs if there is a corrupting environment but with a true loving
environment very little of this transference occurs. There always
is some because no one is perfect. It is simply a matter of how
much.
........Temptation
to not being truthful and honest with oneself relating to one's
conscience is the essential factor here and the infant at an
early age does not know or understand this therfore easily corrupted.
This is the start of allowing evil to enter and build upon the
alien identity. This identity
grows like a tumor or boil. What now makes it grow? It is the
emotional chemistry changes which develop energy such as a feeling
of anger. The early sexual feelings are the start to this as
they form other feelings such as anger. Evil always hopes that
the infant-child will have early sexual feelings. When some feelings
are established in the infant-child, this sets the stage like
any an addiction. The more you give the infant-child the more
it wants, and if the parent allows this to occur this begins
the trend of the dysfunctional cycle of the family with which
everyone of us must contend.
........Evil
then grows and grows and the parent becomes more and more comfortable
as it does not feel the infant-child's innocence anymore as a
threat. Then there becomes a balance between everyone in the
family when it comes to how much evil is present in each one
of the family members. This is called the comfort zone. For this
reason it is easy to explain why people join cults and gangs.
Also people marry their own kind in order to satisfy their own
personal needs. Some people never marry in order to not deal
with the threat to their present alien identity. On and on it
goes endlessly where evil maintains its presence within all human
entities. There is no evil if there is no entity to dwell in.
There is no evil, if there are no emotions especially anger and
resentment which are the first created feelings from the sexual
stimulations received at an early age.
........The
cure is in raising one's consciousness through the series
of books available. Or possibly its too late for you.