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........You have a conscience
and you have suppressed it to avoid it and the pain it generates.
It is truly not a feeling but a spiritual message. The thought
wavelengths are different here. If you recognize feelings as
a source of guilt then the problem begins in your life as something
to resolve and change. Because of your conscience you must always
go back to that which altered your innocent state of mind therefore
resulting in marrying the father you hated as one exmple. Of
course the man marries his mother. Another
thing that always occurs: our guilty conscience always
elects leaders who fail us rather than correct us such as giving
us a destructive welfare system. And we always run away from
that which tells us the truth which would make us face our personal
pains. Without conscience there is always denial, compromise
and destructive behavior.
........If you can reach into
your conscience, you have less work to do to arrive at spiritual
awareness and an awakening which will amaze you . If you cannot,
your emotional "onion layers" ( your conscience is
surrounded by hundreds of painful experiences protecting the
conscience center) are great and many, and you have lots of work
ahead of you. Like the layers of an onion each time you were
traumatized and corrupted by people around you, you suppressed
your connection with "number one" not to face the absolute
truth. The "result" of this is a living proof that
a Creator exits. The presence of a conscience has very important
meanings to your entire life's direction to know whether to turn
towards an inner joy and natural happiness or a diversion towards
pleasure seeking and a phony lifestyle such as approval seeking
and power. Most people reach for the latter diversion. This Curriculum will make the necessary changes.
........Are you consciously
in touch with your conscience? When you lead a life permitting
your thought process to be directed by your past corruptions
and evil influences, an inner alien power, you are constantly
moving further and further away from that "connection"
which you originally had with "number one". This is
the only difference between being a true human entity or acting
upon your feelings as an animal which always brings you emotional
feelings, upsets, and a life full of needs and addictions. Most
psychiatrists and psychologists will not tell you this. It is
hidden knowledge because "they" use it against you
for their own power trip. If "they keep the absolute truth
away from you then you will depend upon them as a substitute
for Creator, a false Creator.
........Do you recognize that
your conscience is the connection between your thought process
and the Will of your "number one" Creator? This gives
you a purpose in life rather than feelings of hopelessness which
are present in egocentric needy and addicted people. When you
make a mistake you feel bad because your ego and pride are hurt.
When you accept your mistakes as something to be corrected next
time, you learn to avoid your ego needs and all the upsets which
in turn helps you back to your inner conscience. This is a secret
"solution" which "they" will not tell you.
........Guilt
- is it the only thing you really need to feel? Feelings are
created from trauma conditioning during childhood. Feelings are
created as the conflict between doing what is right or doing
what avoids the truth is suppressed and separated from your conscience.
Feelings are created when you turn your allegiance away from
"number one" and go to your continuously growing alien
identity which services your ego as if it is a god. We can describe
conscience as synonymous with absolute truth, a spiritual direction,
and also synonymous with Creator.
Emotional feelings must always be expressed however must
not be directed at another human entity in the wrong way to then
result in guilt feelings. It is OK to feel guilty but recognize
this feeling. Stand back from it and watch it leave you, however
never disregard it. This can backfire on you where you later
become a victimizer or predator. Psychologists describe this
as suppressed emotions or
feelings. For example when you are angry at someone you must
express that you are angry but when you express this anger with
emotions and feelings the end result is your own personal guilt
feelings or an unconscious pain which will turn upon you in later
life. To be emotionally angry at someone provides an energy source
for the alien identity in that person. When you show a concern
of corection and dislike for that person then your message is
sent in the proper way rather than reinforcing the other person's
incorrectness. This also removes the feelings which you would
retain from being emotionally angry.
........We can observe two phenomena
resulting from this: (1) The individual human entity who feels
no guilt and may be so far separated from conscience that guilt
feelings do not appear, described as self denial, psychoses or
a psychopathic condition; (2) The individual human entity feeling
guilty and finding that this guilt turns into a period of depression
because the feelings are suppressed and not dealt with correctly.
........The well-balanced higher
conscious individual human entity is able to express the "anger"
in another way. He observes what is wrong with that which causes
the anger (the source), what is in that other person and does
not permit any emotional reaction. This is being in a state of
objectivity. This is very difficult to do because you are not
perfect. This could take years of practice, and the understanding
and patience which later develop. This could take years of disconnecting
from outer environmental pressures and observing the power of
the inner alien identity which lives within you. The hidden solution is to realize you
have this in you, to recognize what it is and to "repent"
which means to sincerely look back at your life and how you resented
those who taught you their incorrect way of life.
........Your conscience is constantly
exposed to the endless corruption in the surrounding environment
which flows from one human entity to another. Think about how
evil moves around. It needs to use the minds of human entities
for it cannot exist in space. Higher conscious states of mind
or meditators are able to watch its flow and resist its evil
power. The evil in people denies its existence when it overwhelms
the thought process because it is too painful for them to accept
the absolute truth which is always self-evident. This is common
in the present day liberal mind-set which always loves you no
matter what you represent so that it needs not correct itself.
It would try to disregard the law of marriages because it would
similarly want to approve a marriage between those with the same
sex such as female with female, and male with male. It is always
too painful to face the correction of truth because one can only
remove the inner alien identity by disconnecting its emotional
fuel and reversing many years of unrecognized accumulated guilt
patterns.
........To live in higher consciousness
one must constantly recognize the presence of guilt feelings
always to become aware of a greater higher being and conscience.
If you deny the absolute truth and conscience, you are always
rewarded with pain and suffering, and of course the resulting
early death. This is not to place you on a guilt trip but to
help you understand how the thought process functions. It takes
years and years of practice to be able to eliminate guilt feelings
however to simply understand this is the beginning of the cure.
This Curriculum is the beginning of the true understanding of
life.
........You cannot accomplish
good mental and spiritual change and the proper connection to
conscience without meditation techniques and deprogramming. It
is similar to going through withdrawals and could be very painful,
however you must feel the pain to arrive at the place from where
you originated. Some suffering is necessary to correct all of
us and it is just a matter of how much suffering. The point of
origination is at the point of Creation, where pure innocence
exited. It took the avoidance of lots of pain to arrive at your
present condition. You must face it all over again to go back
to your state of innocence which is now suppressed and unconscious
to you. For this reason you find government leaders saying: "I
feel your pain" because this is one of their brainwashing
techniques to not allow you to feel your own pain as something
you must always do for your own good and not for their personal
benefit to control your mind..
........As
we all know religious people discuss: "Born into
sin". If you recognize the fact that you had no choice to
be born and therefore no choice at birth to make decisions and
to understand right from wrong, you must therefore understand
that it is only the influences from the corrupt environment,
although inexcusable, which in the beginning violated
you and then converted you into a changed being, an altered state
of mind, just like them to become your own victimizer in later
years. Do not ever forget that this cannot be an excuse for being
wrong. To be possessed by the devil is no excuse to do wrong
because you originally chose to let him in.
........This is the story behind
how man fails his "number one" and not until he can
come back to his original innocence and conscience is he able
to reach his ultimate happiness and joy.
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