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True Love is Not What You Think
It Is
........How
Creator loves humanity is the correct way that all human entities
should love each other. This is not what we see today. The love we
see is needing, dependence, use and abuse. The love we see is
taking and always needing something from someone. Marriages bring
two people together in order to satisfy their personal needs
where sex and feelings come first which are both selfish needs.
A comfort zone is created in marriages and friendships and in
this zone they use and abuse each other. If there is anger carried
over from childhood and in most cases there is, a love-hate relationship
takes place which is not true love. The hate always needs to
be expressed (sooner or later to avoid psychoses) and so often
is by putting one individual on a pedistal which supports the
incorrectness and actually the evil in that person. This weakens
that person as a resentment grows towards the other which is
actually doing the entire opposite to loving. A phoniness develops
and grows which results in the partners in a marriage thinking
that they love each other but actually they hate each other.
Alzheimer and other mental disorders show up in the later years
especially where the mind has not been able to think through
things in a rational way or in a true loving way which is not
even understood anyway. Evil destroys the human mind in time
because the continuous emotional involvements in relationships
where you have anger and the curse of resentment always a part
of it to result in physical deterioration because of all of the
chemistry changes in the physical body including the brain. Every
emotional state contains some chemistry change and an eventual
physical disability like diabetes.
........Unless
there is none of this taking place which we can see now consists
of continuous emotional swings while suppressed anger even grows
rather than peacefulness, understanding and a blis, then the
relationship is within its own boundaries of use and abuse, manipulation
and suppressed feelings leading to dishonesty and hypocrisy.
The children will always suffer from the effects of all of these
emotional upsets and from this we create the dysfunctional family.
So often it includes so much stupidity in decision making because
emotions come before the rational thought. Selfish gratification
and emotions go together and the selfish decision to act in a
way that satisfies a feeling rather than the right and correct
thing to do is now the way of life.
........This
must be described as a "mental case" because all of
this involves a condition called psychoses. Why a mental case?
Because people in these relationships of love and hate all need
help and group therapies to improve their behavior problem. The
behavior which is learned needs to be corrected just as with
any spoiled child but when the spoiled child goes out into the
word there is nothing to correct him and her. The ego grows as
feelings must be supported and the bigger ego needs more feelings
as evil enters the mindset to further take over every thought
and decision making. So many get into a marriage in order to
feel good that their wrongs are right.
........When
one says to the other, "It is the most wonderful thing that
ever happened to me that we met each other" unless this
person has his or her total act together when it comes to the
absolute truth - no anger and no denial, this is a nothing but
finding a zomfort zone to enable that person feed into all of
his or her needs and emotional expressions, even hate. One meets
a person who has the identical image of the one you have really
hated all of your life and then to become friends with that person
in order to try to resolve the suppressed feelings usually much
anger. You marry the person who has the same problems your parents
had in order to reconcile all of your feelings which is using
another for your benefit.
........Creator's
love is loving (giving) and involves correction and discipline,
where the word "discipline" comes from the word "disciple".
We must all be "disciples" of Creation which is how
it all was supposed to happen, but went wrong a long time ago.
Those who have never learned the absolute truth about this phenomenon,
live through their own god (Satan) and create their own meaning
of love within their comfort zone. Homosexuals cannot have a
loving relationship because they are in most cases using the
other partner(s) for sexual feelings and unless they remove the
sex there is no loving. When all sex is eliminated in the homosexual
relationship the mission is accomplished according to Creation.
........Marriage
is for a good reason which is to teach the partners to learn
to live without sex and learn not to use each other for selfish
reasons. This is not something we see today because most people
do not understand this most valuable principle and even phenomenon
of life within the spiritual human entity. The dysfunctional
family of today just does not understand and instead of waking
up to absolute it continues to reward its dysfunctionality with
every need and addiction to feel good. There cannot be any love
in this.
........Words mean different
things to different individuals depending on how each individual
has been traumatized and corrupted by the moment of the word
relative to the word “love” and surrounding circumstances.
The word “love” means different things to different
individuals. In some languages there are several words for the
English word "love" where each word has a different
meaning but in English we find more ambiguity which creates the
confusion and permits the human mind to be more easily corrupted.
There is always a reason and cause for everything and language
is the extention of the corrupted nature of the people. For example
opera sounds great in Italian but terrible in English. Some languages
are romantic, such as Italian and French, and some languages
are hard and agressive such as German, and some somewhat rediculous
such as Chinese and Japanese. All of them express their own particular
corrupted nature of that country. Corrupted individuals do not
know true spiritual love (TSL). We have all been pressured to
learn from our mind-programming and conditioning that their love
is the only love. Non-corrupted from the higher consciousness
APT/AST (absolute spiritual and pure truth) individuals see that
there is a difference, while corrupted AHVC(abused, hurt and
violated) individuals are addicted to their own false love.
........The author believes that
one way to change your incorrect loving nature is to remove the
word “love” from your vocabulary and mind thinking
process and look at yourself as a “loving” person.
This means changing from the taking and using mindset to a giving
and forgiving mindset. Self-disciplining your thoughts will break
the evil spell and reverse your "backwards" lifestyle.
With an ego and evil life, a life of using and abusing others
is the style. Definition of Love: A strong complex emotion or feeling
causing one to appreciate, delight in, and crave the presence
of or possession of another, and to please and promote the welfare
of the other, devoted affection or attachment.
Seems a little complex to you? The definition above in the first
place is not a definition of true love (TSL). True love
will be described in this short chapter as “loving”
because so few on this earth know True Spiritual Love (TSL) and
what it is. There must be an absolute love, our first love, because
our Creator had made it that way in the very beginning. The wrong
earthly spirit turned it around and made it as described in the
above definition ...emotional, which is addicting, a feeling,
which is addicting, possessive, which is demonic, a craving,
which is addicting, to be affected by someone when in his presence,
which is addicting, promoting someone's welfare basically weakens
that other person to some degree, and finally any attachment
to a person violates that person to some degree. All in the wrong
earthly spirit.
........Now look at all of this
misdirected programming relative to trauma conditioning in a
love situation. When parents were trying to show love to their
children, they had it all "backwards". For this reason,
make the keyword “love” a moment of truth (MOT) for
you to change from what you have been programmed to do. No longer
will you use the word “love” and when you do you will
look at your phoniness and corrupting nature and begin to change
your ways to being loving as described here in this chapter.
........First, an understanding
of all of this must be accomplished. You cannot love with a corrupt
mind which is controlled and directed by your ego-God and influenced
by the alien identity (AI-the entity that lives in the mind with
evil intent). You cannot love a thing or object. You cannot love
a situation or happening. This is what you learned to do through
your corrupted mind programming while you were growing up from
childhood. You were trauma conditioned many times over and over
again. You were a victim without knowing (seeing). Remember: When we use the
word “corrupt” in this context we mean that while we
were growing up we were spiritually and mentally violated by
the wrong and evil earthly spirit, which corrupted our innocent
nature which had been given to us by our Creator. We succumbed
to the wrong nature of the alien identity (AI) which controlled
our parents and others around us. We knew no better, we could
see no other way and we assimilated the corrupt spirit by example,
pressure and guilt. The repetition of the word “corrupt”
is necessary to describe the condition of our minds and thought
process. We cannot simply turn it off for one moment, its presence
lives on until corrective justice is done ...known as repentence.
........Once you have left you
home at an early age of 18 to 24 you no longer will be among
those who understand correctness but only ego-growth. From then
on your mental and spiritual growth is on a regressive slide.
When you marry someone who places you on a pedistal constantly
fortifying your incorrectness and ego-lifestyle, you are actually
not loved but being further corrupted something you had been
used to in order to still feel comfortable. You know no different.
These are marriages which end up in disasters either in divorce
or illness.
........You can acknowledge to circumstances,
events, objects and things, but you cannot love them ...with
a "greatest conspiracy"
(WGC) and alien identity (AI) controlling your changed nature.
If you are somewhat psychotic, hypnotized and addicted to life,
you will find a need for all of them and it is not true love.
TSL is a spiritual transference which leaves the mind and soul
of an individual in favor of another individual. Of course the
intellectual psychotics and psychopaths will say that they “love”
and who is to say what that “love” is. And they will
say “love” is different for each and every one of us.
They have displaced the TSL with their own creations of “love”
...that’s what the "greatest conspiracy" (WGC)
has been doing from the beginning of time. Now, you must understand
that true love is better described as being “loving”.
Yes, there is a first true love something that you missed or
possibly just forgot about.. Words that relay this TSL ....spiritual
transference are:
Understanding Patience
Wisdom Compassion, without emotion
Seeing Knowing, not from book knowledge Insight Perception Observing
All of these words come from an unemotional extra sense, and
though they are words, they almost certainly were not used in
a corrupt manner when you were being violated during your childhood
discovery of sensuousness. Most likely they were never even used
because the dysfunctional environment knows not of such language
and understanding. Of course, there will be exceptions but it
is unlikely that you experienced TSL. Your meaning and message
which comes from these words, even now, while you are living
in the violated changed nature, bring forth a different and separating
inference. Author's Comment: Basically,
all words are corrupting in nature, but to be able to deprogram
the most corrupting words which you have experienced over many
years of trauma-conditioning is very important at this stage,
to recognize the many words which have not influenced you in
an evil manner. (see Volume I,"Change
Your Words, Change Your Life, Change The World")
The type of "loving" words listed above sends a spiritual
message. When you are “loving”, any word which must
flow through your thinking process may be:
I understand what you mean
I will be patient with you
I will use wisdom in this situation
I have some compassion for your problem
I perceive your problem
I am observing your predicament
I know (see) that which is the right thing in this moment of
pain
My insight to your heartache will make the necessary changes
My perception will only make things better
These types of thought phrases which contain mostly noncorrupted
words send an unemotional message portraying true love (TSL). Important:
List some of your own by opening your WGC manual (the utilization
of this manual or diary will bring you closer to correctiveness
as a tool to use daily) and begin writing because you must be
able to think freely and not do only what the author is suggesting
you do. Do not emulate the author of this book. Learn to be free
and use these words to lead you spiritually from that which has
been controlling you. This is the Principle of Unwording, Chapter
7, Volume I.
........People have lived all of
their lives in a state of unrealistic love while always thinking
that they were receiving love from their parents and friends.
They never know the truth. They live forever in the lie, passing
this fantasy of love from generation to generation. The love
they know is addiction and needing. (see Volume I) The love they
know draws energy from the other person in the form of emotional
obsession, takes advantage of the other person and uses the other
person’s body and soul for selfish ego needs such as sex.
The love that they know is for excitement and stimulating addictions,
which are all destructive emotional demands on the physical body,
which eventually lead to chemistry changes, physical deterioration
and death. How can this be love?
........You never knew (saw) the
difference. There has never been anyone to show you anything
different because this information has been hidden from you since
the beginning of time. (this information is deserving of a Nobel
Prize because it is this information which would remove the need
for drugs and any addiction, and what more can any person want
in life?) Now that you have been shown what TSL actually is,
you can begin to reprogram your brainwashed addictive love day
by day. The key word message is to eliminate the word “love”
that you use constantly in your thought process and conversations.
........How corrupt it is to see
a mother saying repeatedly to her child: “I love you dear”
“I love you” “Luv yah” ...when she is just
rubbing in the word “love” to make her child believe
that there is a love when there is only a sense of possession.
The emotional swings of phony love and hate create the brainwashed
effect on the child. The child becomes disorientated and confused
which leads to many guilt conflicts.
Now every time you see the word “love” somewhere in
your thoughts or in another persons words to you, it must place
you into a meditating state of observation. You will see the
corrupt ongoing game. Sometimes it will be your playing the game
and sometimes it will be the other person. At this moment of
truth (MOT) you realize that you have been wrong and then you
will begin to reprogram your phony love into the true loving
nature you should have. Each moment of realization is a new
life for you.
Look into your soul (conscience) for the loving nature which
was present before you were violated. It is there. Be patient
and it will return to you. Remember the key words.......Look
again at these "keywords".....
Understanding Observing
Patience Believing
Perception Sincerity
Wisdom Compassion (without emotion)
Insight Seeing (without viewing) Intuition Knowing (without knowledge)
As you reprogram your corrupt nature into a forgiving nature,
you begin to say to yourself:
I forgive and forget
I have everything to be happy
I no longer can use and abuse
I no longer need anything
I can always live without it
I am free now
........As you change to the loving
nature, people around you will either rebel or realize that they
themselves need to change. It is hard to say which way they will
go. Their needy addictions must be altered to change with you.
When it comes to any marriage or even a friendship your change
is "correctness" and the other partner will discover
that there is work to do. It is hard work to obtain goodness
and easy to operate through evil. For this reason homosexual
marriages are proven to be incorrect because "they"
took the easy way out through their original corrupt nature.
Yes, it is always hard work to do what is right and correct.
The author can however assure you that if you stick with it diligently
and remove your addiction for “love” from the other
person who for a while will reject your change the other person
will eventually come back in spite of your “loving”
nature. If the other person does not, then you have really lost
nothing but a sick relationship, especially if it is sick. If
you are married, you may find that your wife or husband cannot
handle the sudden change because he or she has been addicted
to your own needy addictions for a long time. He or she has been
addicted to his or her parents needy addictions before meeting
you. You married because your needs were met by the other person’s
needs.
........It may be quite irritating
and painful to stay with that person during the period of finding
salvation. Creator gives you unlimited strength when you reach
its presence. There is a sincere fulfillment in accomplishing
this transition from phony love to TSL or a loving nature. No
matter what anguish or pain you endure, staying firm in that
which you believe aided by the original strength of your Creator
will lead you into true happiness and contentment. In essence,
it Will Save Your Life.
........When you are in the Loving
State of Consciousness, and have moved your conscious state of
mind out of the 3 lower levels of addictive emotional demands
(see levels of consciousness page xxxiii, and Volume I), your
TSL will flow freely and naturally, and will be received by those
around you without any energy loss or Willfulness. If they cannot
receive it naturally and in a loving way, be patient and understanding.
Never use your Will to change other people. Just watch them going
through their change. Teach yourself to smile at it and an occasional
laugh is necessary for you to not fall for that which your lien
identity (AI) has in mind for you ...a life of endless emotional
dependencies. An occasional tear has a miracle effect.
........You must alter the phony
"love" nature which you have lived with all of your
past life to the "loving" nature by observing the key"word"
...love. At this moment of truth (MOT) you have created a meditative
state ........and then be patient and understanding with sincere
forgiveness.
........There are no feelings involved
in TSL ...the feelings which you have known during all of your
past years. TSL has a peacefulness and calmness which you have
never seen before. You will soon be able to observe its presence.
The good heavenly.......
Are you loving or do you always need? Pick up your WGC manual
and write in your answers to this question. Question your sincerity.
THERE IS A LOST FIRST TRUE LOVE
........The author believes
that when you have read these Volumes your yearning for absolute
spiritual truth (APT/AST) will be enough to help you understand
the protocol of devine spirituality. You will understand that
you must first be loved by this devine love before you can show
your true and sincere love. The following will explain why. When
a child devil-ops within an environment containing no original
Creator’s love but the love of learned evil influences,
the maturing child does not experience the devine love which
was designed to be present in all human entities. It was simply
missing. The child will always seek the correct APT/AST love
but is never able to find it. Evil influences have inherently
conquered and displaced TSL. Without being truly loved in a correct
manner the child knows no other way but to become (transference)
similar to the adversity. Unconsciously the child reacts emotionally
and becomes dependent on others which is the beginning of many
needy addictions. The destructive result is that sexual feelings
are aroused which lead to an added relationship with food (see
Volume I) and then onto many other addictions created by man
and his ego. Always remember that ego is man's way of substituting
his will for that of his Creator.
........Understand that there was
a first devine love and there was an original true love. TSL
derives from our Creator which originates in the human entity
at birth through the spirit of Creation. TSL can return but it
is so often corrupted. Therefore the child is born into an evil
corrupt environment which has endured from the beginning of spiritual
man.
TSL is not created by worldly things. The spiritual root in every
human entity has been corrupted away from being the original
source of true love. Observe how people love everything to anything
even to the extreme of loving satanic experiences and a love
for murder. Observe how people love bad relationships and never
see to change them. The corrupted (AHVC) human entity only knows
one kind of love and that is the emotional and exciting need
for love. When this corrupted human entity is fully devil-oped
there no longer is a communication with APT/AST, Creator’s
way, and the devine meaning of love has vanished.
........There are two kinds of love
existing within the human entity the good kind and the bad kind.
The good is devine love and the bad is corrupted love. The latter
is nothing but misguided direction and something that has simply
gone wrong. The AHVC ......
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